London,17.01.2009
]]>Shower me clean
Spring of my soul,
Take me to your deep waters
And drown me wholly,
Purify me with you holy dove,
And let me wave over and in
In this fountain of pleasure.
Rain on me wand of life,
Rain and shower me clean,
Take me to your next station,
Rain of spring, Take me over
Be hot on me!
To R. Lever
London 26/12/2008
Did I dreamed?
Did I?
Did I fantasize?
Did I?
What a shame!
My dreams were foolish!
My fantasies silly!
You came back,
But cruel in your way,
Not in my way!
Like an eagle volatile
Over a hill you came by my side;
Like a dove I stayed
Waiting for the nails
Of your claw...
Miserable at your presence,
Sad at your anger,
Lost at your hatred!
It was not you,
It was not me!
Denying it I must
If I want to preserve
My sanity!
Go back ghost of a dead love,
Go back to your cave;
Be there until the night is over!
The dawn will come
In a shining morning!
I will see the spring
And the morning flowers;
I dont know when,
I dont know how,
I know it would be,
Somehow,
In you and me!
London,18/12/2008
To M.M.
You went away
And in abandon
I cried!
You went away
And I, diligent and keen,
Went around searching for you
Like an eagle up in the sky
Looking down to the high hills!
You went away
And I stayed there
Waiting for your return
Burning slowly in ardor
For your rooted lust,
Preparing to engulf you
On my vulcano fire!
Breach this distance
Oh Man
And come to my volcano,
Come oh man
To my burning fire!
To M.M.
London, 23.09.2008
You took the
Silver bright light
From your little place
And placed it
On this small blue planet
To be a guide to these mortal souls!
Shine Moonwoman,Shine Moonlight
At this blue planet
So lost in the space
Of his infinite night!
Be the Guide, The Mother,
Be the Creator, the Father!
Shine my Moonwoman,
Shine upon the ladder of light
Like the Angels at Jaccob dreams!
Be the Chariot, the Chamber
And guide us to the Lotus
Of eternal life!
London,19.09.2008
To Moonwoman
The Holy One said once
Light the candles
At Shabbat dusk
And blessings will see
At the next dawn,
Bless be you, bless be me
Oh soul of my soul!
But Blessed we will be
When finally reunited
In our sacred place,
Like so many times
In previous lives,
To light the candles
And sing the prayers
On Shabbat day!
London, Shabbat 19.09.2008
To you M.M.
Hopeless and delighted
Like always have been
Will wait for the signal
Of your touch hand,
Filling all these sharp gaps
Left behind by
Your cruel absence,
Hoping to find
Behind this harsh soul
A glinpse of desire and love!
To M. M.
London, 15.09.2008
To The Mother
London, 15.09.2008
Mother
If hurts I had to have
And hurts I had to spread,
Forgive me
With your infinite love
And lead me to your mercy
And Serenity path.
Dry my tears
Oh Mother, dry my tears
Whenever they run
Like a stream
Of sorrow and pain.
Calms my heart
With your blessing hands!
And If, Mother
Just If I had to bend
My body in pain,
Alliviate the weight
Of my baggage
And take care of my heart
And my path
And my destiny
Oh Mother of All.
To the Great Mother
London,09.09.2008
Oh Mother
Orissa of Life
Goddess of Water
Goddess of Swamp
Goddess of Mud
That form's me
Come to my Aid
Give me your Prophecy
Your Wisdom,
Your Power,
Oh Witch Mother!
Oh Mother Iya Nanan
Always there
Watching Your children
Raising from the dust,
In pairs, Twins of duality,
Emboding each other
Separated in two sides,
Straggling, chiselling
Evolute formeless
Biginning and ending,
Sun and Moon!
Oh Mother,
Ancient Mother
My Goddess of Fate and Destiny,
Open my eyes so I can see!
Wisper into my years
So I can hear,
Take my limitations
Oh Great Mother
Make me your equal
Creatrix and Life Giver
Mother Of All!
To The Great Nanan Buruku
Saluba Vovo!
London, 06.09.2008
Scared
At this spectral apearence,
I saw you
Returning from desired dreams And I,
Lost at this long wait
I run... and run
Tears flowing down my face,
Stream of pain and sorrow...
I run...Not sure...
If I stayed the burning ashes
Would come alive again!
And Then?
You have to
"I Agree!"
You have to!
I mis- trust you!
Do you Agree?
Extreme anger!
Do you Agree?
Higher highest degree...
Do you Agree???
You insult me!
Do you Agree?
No Games... your wrong...
Do you agree?
I request the words...
"I Agree"...
Friday...
Or never more...
Do you Agree?
Tears flowing down...
Should I run?
Should "I Agree?"
Oh Love
Returning from a Tumb!
Should "I Agree?"
To M. M.
London,03/09/2008
You come to my life
And I, anger for the sound of your love,
Fell at your feet in adoration
And you, like a sring swallow
Make your nest on my secret branchs
Singing and playing
Dancing in your flight
Like the heaven singers
Over and under the blue sky!
Take me now lover of this late spring,
Be the hottest of them all!
Give me your happy melody
And the sound of your wings
Landing all over me!
Let me feel your warm beam of light
Spreading all over my body
In surrender nakdness to your
Passionate desire and love!
To Robert
London 26/08/08
Night night
Sweet heart,
Come Closer
And slowly
Run your hands
Around my waist...
Let me feel
Your chest agaist
My shoulders
And the pulsar
Of your body
Agaist mine...
And soft and tender
Listen to your
Breath smoothly
Sweeping away
Into your dreams!
To Rob
London 01/08/2008
Listen to me
My lover and friend,
Allow your shivering body
Raising up towards mine
In a convulsion of pleasure and pain!
Feel my hands searching
For your sensuous wand
Let me taste this elixir
Of preciousness and life!
Let’s be
You and me ...
Let’s see what we can rise
In this moment of horniness time!
Just longing bodies in soft sheets
Crawling and waving
On each other arms,
Heart beating
On each others chest!
To Rob...
London,23/07/2008
You touch me
Arousing lost feelings
And dead dreams!
You touch me and I felt
Blood running once more
Towards a new beginning!
So come
New life on my life
New on this old soul!
Come and give the fire of your
Cluster Stars
Burning against this white dwarf
Red and giant peace of rock,
Ending and beginning once more!
You touch me
And I surrender
To your sensual desire
Feeling every cell
In eternal orgasm
For you!
To Robert
London,14/07/2008
Perhaps not that old...
I wonder
Old times....
The dusk today
Would be old time tomorrow,
I wonder
My path will be here...
Leaves from a new spring, crashed
Under strangers feet...
I wonder...
My path walked so many times
By my familiar steps,
Would be maculated
By the unfamiliar sounds of new pilgrims
From new old times...
I wonder...
lONDON,14/07/2008
]]>To M M.
London 10.07.2008
Where are you
Soul of my Soul
Lost in this Universe
Of stars and Nebulas
So far that
You can't hear
My heart looking for you...?
I die every night
Just to be reborn
At every morning
Keeping my searching for you
Hoping at every sun rising
And Dying at every sunset
In order to keep strong
And alive from you!
How many moon circles
Have I got to wait
To see you arriving
Like a lost meteor
In my dark sky...?
Listen to the waves
Of my songs
Traveling by the
Fields of energy
Of your Lost Universe
Crying for you,Calling you,
Begging you to come back
To the Lights of my love!
To M. M.
London 04.05.2008
London,27/03/2008
]]>Shine My
Dearest Star
Wherever You are,
Shine and then I will know
Where to go
After your heated
Stream of flow
Of pleasure
And Glow!
Shine my Star,
You man
Of my pain,
Shine now
Tomorrow
And always
So I will never miss you
On this path
Of your eternal vain.
Shine my Star
Man of my sin,
Shine in this path
Of your destiny;
I will follow you
Distantly
So your rays
Not consume
The rest of my rootless being.
To M. M.
London, 22/03/2008
Come wind
Spread those petals
Of hopeless love
And this roses
Of useless desires
To conceal with them
This heart
Of craziness insane dreams
And Forbideen love!
Oh, I dont want
These memories
Of sweety nights and hot bed;
Of horny sweated bodies
And panssionate kisses!
Oh memories dont come!
Why Surrender my mind
My soul and this love
To the eternal breath
Of this windy life?
To M. Moshayof
London 19/05/2008
I DIDN'T WANT TO GO...
I WANT TO STAY, DOWN AT YOUR FEET...
PLEASURING MY SELF ON YOUR SELF...
SLAVING MY DESTINY TO YOURS...
LIKE TWIN FLAMES AT SAME PETAL!
BUT OFF I WENT,
PRAYING TO ALL GODS
NOT LET YOU GO!
SETTING YOU IN AND INN...
FOREVER AND EVER
UNTIL TIME IS OVER!
BELIEVING IN THE PROMISSES
OF YOUR EYES...
IN THE DESIRE OF YOUR BODY!
HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?
HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME?
HOW COULD YOU NOT REMEMBER
SO MANY LIFES BEFORE?
HOW COULD YOU, SOUL OF MY SOUL,
NOT REMEMBER ME?
NOW THAT YOU LEFT LEAVING ME ALONE
TO BEAR THIS PAIN OF KNOWING
PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE
HOW COULD I LIVE?
FOR ME FOR YOU...
FOR WHAT WE HAVE BEEN...
FOR WHAT WE ARE GONNA BE...
HOPPING WITHOUT HOPE...
To M.Moshayof
London,31/12/2005
LIKE A SHADOW YOU PLACED YOUR SELF
BY THE SIDE OF MY SOUL...
LIKE A TATTOO IN MY SKIN
THAT I NEVER GET OFF
IS THIS MEMORIES OF YOUR
DESIREBLE LOVE...
WHY DO I NEED TO LOVE YOU?
WHY DO I NEED TO MISS YOU?
WHY DO I NEED TO CALL YOU
EVERY DAY, EVERY NIGHT,
EVERY SINGLE MOMENT
OF THIS SAD PASSAGE OF MY PATH?
To M.Moshayof
London,01/01/2006
I CALL OUT YOUR NAME
WHEN MY HEART CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE
AND THE PAIN OF YOUR ABSENCE
HURT MY CHEST LIKE THE WOUND
OF A SHARPEN CRUEL SWORD!
I CALL OUT YOUR NAME
WHEN THE SILENCE OF MY HEART
TELLS ME YOU ARE NOT THERE!
I CALL OUT YOUR NAME
WHEN THE LONELY COLD SHEETS
OF MY BED TOUCH SILENTELY MY BODY
REMINDING ME OF YOUR ABANDON!
I CALL OUT YOUR NAME
WHEN IN HOPELESS DESPAIR I TRY
TO FEEL YOUR VOICE,
YOUR LAUGHTER,
YOUR HANDS,
YOUR LEGS,
YOUR HAIRY CHEST
YOUR WHOLE BODY...
IN VAIN AND USELESS DESIRE!
I CALL OUT YOUR NAME
BUT YOU CAN'T HEAR ME...
AND I SLAVE IN THIS PAIN AND LOVE
GO FOREVER CRYING YOUR NAME
UNTIL THE DAY YOU FINALY
COME.
To M. Moshayof
London,02/01/2006
And I
Standing in the street
Atonished
With such
Agression
Didn't move
Didn't scream,
Paralysed...
No words
Just feelings
Running my veins.
How come
In a second
Memories,
Faces,
Messages
All gone?
No record,
No past
Just pain and fear
Because of a thief
And a mobile phone
In one Canning Town street!
London, 29/5/2005
]]>Nao posso viver
Sem teu perfume
Nao quero viver
Sem teu desejo
So quero teu jeito
Meio sem jeito de me querer.
Se sinto que me buscas
O coracao no peito
Desfalece.
Me perco
Se por acaso
Nao me buscares.
Que faco do coracao
Se nao te tenho,
Que me adianta
A vida se me deixares
So serei feliz amor,
Se tu ficares
Goiania,17/6/1991
]]>Vem devagar
Meu amigo
Devagarinho,
Sem deixar
Que marcas
Maculem esse chao
Que passas tu
E passo eu;
Que hoje busco
So ternura
E compreensao
Nada mais
Que amor
Pra um ferido
Coracao.
Vem amigo,
Devagar, devagarinho.
Sto.Ant.Desc.12/03/1992
]]>Meu usrsinho Panda,
Meu carinho,
Meu pedaco,
Meu caminho,
Meu abraco
Tao quentinho,
Que eu ficaria
Pra sempre
Aninhada
Em seu colinho.
Urso Panda
Meu carinho
Meu ursinho
E voce.
P/ I.B.Santos
Sto.Ant.Desc.12/03/1992
Descubra me a alma,
O pensamento
A chama!
Penetra me
O corpo
O coracao,
Me ama!
Rebusca me inteira
Sorvendo esta
Emocao primeira
Por ter me so
E sempre, a cada aurora!
Sto.Ant.Desc. 13/03/1992
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