Poems And Versos From Heart

OFF I WENT THAT MORNING
MY HEART SINKING IN UNCERTAINTY...
MY FEELINGS PLAYING GAMES...
MY FEARS DRAGGING ME DOWN
STEPPING ON MY FEET..

I DIDN'T WANT TO GO...
I WANT TO STAY, DOWN AT YOUR FEET...
PLEASURING MY SELF ON YOUR SELF...
SLAVING MY DESTINY TO YOURS...
LIKE TWIN FLAMES AT SAME PETAL!

BUT OFF I WENT,
PRAYING TO ALL GODS
NOT LET YOU GO!
SETTING YOU IN AND INN...
FOREVER AND EVER
UNTIL TIME IS OVER!
BELIEVING IN THE PROMISSES
OF YOUR EYES...
IN THE DESIRE OF YOUR BODY!

HOW COULD YOU DO THIS?
HOW COULD YOU LEAVE ME?
HOW COULD YOU NOT REMEMBER
SO MANY LIFES BEFORE?
HOW COULD YOU, SOUL OF MY SOUL,
NOT REMEMBER ME?

NOW THAT YOU LEFT LEAVING ME ALONE
TO BEAR THIS PAIN OF KNOWING
PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE
HOW COULD I LIVE?
FOR ME FOR YOU...
FOR WHAT WE HAVE BEEN...
FOR WHAT WE ARE GONNA BE...
HOPPING WITHOUT HOPE...

To M.Moshayof
London,31/12/2005

DON'T KNOW WHY
I HAVE TO LOVE YOU
SO MUCH AND SO DEEP...
WHAT THE REAZON FOR THIS
UNCOUNTED LOVE?
WHY DO I NEED TO MISS YOU
IN THIS ANMEASURE WAY?

LIKE A SHADOW YOU PLACED YOUR SELF
BY THE SIDE OF MY SOUL...
LIKE A TATTOO IN MY SKIN
THAT I NEVER GET OFF
IS THIS MEMORIES OF YOUR
DESIREBLE LOVE...

WHY DO I NEED TO LOVE YOU?
WHY DO I NEED TO MISS YOU?
WHY DO I NEED TO CALL YOU
EVERY DAY, EVERY NIGHT,
EVERY SINGLE MOMENT
OF THIS SAD PASSAGE OF MY PATH?

To M.Moshayof
London,01/01/2006

I CALL OUT YOUR NAME
IN THE DARKNESS OF THE NIGHT!
I CALL OUT YOUR NAME
UNDER THE BRIGHTY SHINNING SUN LIGHT!

I CALL OUT YOUR NAME
WHEN MY HEART CAN'T TAKE ANYMORE
AND THE PAIN OF YOUR ABSENCE
HURT MY CHEST LIKE THE WOUND
OF A SHARPEN CRUEL SWORD!

I CALL OUT YOUR NAME
WHEN THE SILENCE OF MY HEART
TELLS ME YOU ARE NOT THERE!
I CALL OUT YOUR NAME
WHEN THE LONELY COLD SHEETS
OF MY BED TOUCH SILENTELY MY BODY
REMINDING ME OF YOUR ABANDON!

I CALL OUT YOUR NAME
WHEN IN HOPELESS DESPAIR I TRY
TO FEEL YOUR VOICE,
YOUR LAUGHTER,
YOUR HANDS,
YOUR LEGS,
YOUR HAIRY CHEST
YOUR WHOLE BODY...
IN VAIN AND USELESS DESIRE!

I CALL OUT YOUR NAME
BUT YOU CAN'T HEAR ME...
AND I SLAVE IN THIS PAIN AND LOVE
GO FOREVER CRYING YOUR NAME
UNTIL THE DAY YOU FINALY
COME.

To M. Moshayof
London,02/01/2006